family issue

well.. I just heard some very unpleasant news..
apparently there were some "family issue" within the crew..
all because of bad mouthing..
and there were some about me..
yeah.! i was pissed..
but after crying and cursing for about an hour or two..
my brain filter started working again..
I remember what I always told myself..
"everyone has flaws, whether to overlook it or not, it's up to you!"
Finally I decided to bury the hatchet..
I know I not perfect..
I'm loud, always rushing to get things done and way too outspoken..
but I'm doing my best as a crew member..
I'm trying to bring something new to the table..
but if you don't appreciate the effort,
then so be it..