this is so wrong..

How could one have the best intentions end up being the bad person??
I've been repeating this question in my mind for the past 24 hours..
it don't not make sense..

Hallow..

suddenly my world turns dark and hallow,
I longed for the warmth that calms me.
the rhythm the beats in my heart.
the light that shines my path..
without it..
i cry alone in the cold..
even my shadow wasn't there with me..
there was only silence..
how I wish someone could lit a light for me.

family issue

well.. I just heard some very unpleasant news..
apparently there were some "family issue" within the crew..
all because of bad mouthing..
and there were some about me..
yeah.! i was pissed..
but after crying and cursing for about an hour or two..
my brain filter started working again..
I remember what I always told myself..
"everyone has flaws, whether to overlook it or not, it's up to you!"
Finally I decided to bury the hatchet..
I know I not perfect..
I'm loud, always rushing to get things done and way too outspoken..
but I'm doing my best as a crew member..
I'm trying to bring something new to the table..
but if you don't appreciate the effort,
then so be it..