lately..
we spend less time together..
I guess that's why things change..
it's not like before..
today..
i spend my whole night with him.. and a few of the crew member..
the sad thing is i'm just a "tag along" to him..
they were the main person he wanted to go out with..
tuesday night used to be our night to be together..
but not anymore..
I feel like cry my eyes out..
my heart is so messed up now..
i don't know what to do..
He's changed..
am I just a booty call to him?
does he still have the same feeling for me like he used to..?
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
this is so wrong..
How could one have the best intentions end up being the bad person??
I've been repeating this question in my mind for the past 24 hours..
it don't not make sense..
I've been repeating this question in my mind for the past 24 hours..
it don't not make sense..
Hallow..
suddenly my world turns dark and hallow,
I longed for the warmth that calms me.
the rhythm the beats in my heart.
the light that shines my path..
without it..
i cry alone in the cold..
even my shadow wasn't there with me..
there was only silence..
how I wish someone could lit a light for me.
I longed for the warmth that calms me.
the rhythm the beats in my heart.
the light that shines my path..
without it..
i cry alone in the cold..
even my shadow wasn't there with me..
there was only silence..
how I wish someone could lit a light for me.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
family issue
well.. I just heard some very unpleasant news..
apparently there were some "family issue" within the crew..
all because of bad mouthing..
and there were some about me..
yeah.! i was pissed..
but after crying and cursing for about an hour or two..
my brain filter started working again..
I remember what I always told myself..
"everyone has flaws, whether to overlook it or not, it's up to you!"
Finally I decided to bury the hatchet..
I know I not perfect..
I'm loud, always rushing to get things done and way too outspoken..
but I'm doing my best as a crew member..
I'm trying to bring something new to the table..
but if you don't appreciate the effort,
then so be it..
apparently there were some "family issue" within the crew..
all because of bad mouthing..
and there were some about me..
yeah.! i was pissed..
but after crying and cursing for about an hour or two..
my brain filter started working again..
I remember what I always told myself..
"everyone has flaws, whether to overlook it or not, it's up to you!"
Finally I decided to bury the hatchet..
I know I not perfect..
I'm loud, always rushing to get things done and way too outspoken..
but I'm doing my best as a crew member..
I'm trying to bring something new to the table..
but if you don't appreciate the effort,
then so be it..
Monday, June 7, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
even shorter??!!
It's been only like a month but I'm starting to feel bored with my hairstyle..
I'm thinking bout cutting it even shorter..
above the shoulders and below the ears..
too tomboy?? or childish??
my current hairstyle is too much maintenance..
plus it's a little bored..
I'm thinking bout cutting it even shorter..
above the shoulders and below the ears..
too tomboy?? or childish??
my current hairstyle is too much maintenance..
plus it's a little bored..
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
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